2019 found me and my family living in a squeezy 2-bedroom apartment in Israel with a small, but stable paycheck working two jobs where I was totally…..miserable. I felt stifled and frustrated. Deep down, I knew that I was capable of so much and that I had gifts to give the world. After a year of postpartum depression and working through some big personal things, I felt like I was clawing through feelings of jealousy (that my colleagues were all doing better than me), frustration (that I would be poor forever) and anger (that nothing was ever going my way.) Oh, and top all of that with a hefty dose of self-judgment and guilt. Oof. Heavy, no? And then one day I woke up and... Everything was the same. What, were you expecting a rags to riches story? Nope. The one shift I made was deciding not to play the victim anymore. I was done. Enough was enough. I was going to take my life and live it. I decided to invest $8000 in a coaching package, money I did not have. It was the most terrifying decision of my life. Hint: Often, that’s how you know it’s the right move! And I haven't looked back. What followed was three years of devouring books, binging podcasts, investing another $20K in business coaching, rethinking the way I live my life, rediscovering what’s possible for me. And then I lived happily ever after. Not. Oh, you thought we were done? Nope. The coaching worked and I tasted the sweetness of success. I rapidly grew my business. So rapidly that when I tried to step on the brakes, it was too late. I made more money that I had ever thought possible but I had burnt out to a cinder. Vowed to shut it all down. Attempted to move to Haiti. Remembered I had a husband and three kids. Decided to rebuild it all from scratch and reinvent myself all over again. And slowly, achingly slowly, I began to truly live a heart-centered, soul-inspired life. One where I exit the hustle and follow my heart. One where I pursue joy and realize there’s no happiness ‘there’—when I hit $10K or lose 10 pounds. It’s choosing to be happy right now with all my shadows and embracing my light. And here you are, reading this page where I spill my soul and want to tell you so many things. Like how there is so much possible for you it hurts my heart. Where I tell you how loved you are, how worthy you are, how you are pulsing with potential and crackling with energy. Whether you’re a hard-hustling business owner, stay at home mama, or human being trying to find her place in this world, I know you’ve had those moments. Moments where you look at your life and feel so….dissatisfied. And then immediately guilty because ‘I have so much to be grateful for!’ Times when you see your peers succeeding and winning and you feel left behind. And you’re happy for them, you really are. But why can’t I succeed? Times when you want to hit your head against the wall, because no matter how hard you try - you don’t feel like you’re moving anywhere! And you’re exhausted from doing, doing, doing with nothing to show for it. I want you to know you are so normal, beautiful and okay. And, with your permission, I’d love to show you the things I WISH I’d known three years back. If you’re here now, something tells me you are ready.